You know him as a superstar who's won awards and appeared in videos and pulls all those great moves onstage. But long before he was a Backstreet Boy, he was my boy - and I want to share his whole exciting story with you. I'll tell you about my favourite memories of Nick, as both mum and manager . . . what he was like when he was a little boy, his dreams, the early auditions and contests, the pain and heartbreak along the way, the big break, and the behind-the-scenes entries that only an insider gets to see.